evian water is ph 7.2
buxton is ph 7.4
once i had ph 6 and once i had ph 8
About Me
Wednesday 10 June 2009
And everything is going to the beat
And everything is going
And you said
It was like fire around the brim
Burning solid
Burning thin the burning rim
Like stars burning holes right through the dark
Flicking fire like saltwater into my eyes
You were one inch from the edge of this bed
I drag you back a sleepyhead, sleepyhead
They couldn't think of something to say the day you burst
(They'll try to rely in?) for all their might and all their thirst
They crowd your bedroom like some thoughts wearing thin
Against the walls against your rules against your skin
My beard grew down to the floor and out through the doors
Of your eyes but go in disguise like a sleepyhead, sleepyhead
Go ahead
Sunday 24 May 2009
safe
Monday 18 May 2009
also
- Ahimsan; says:
i still remember how to split hydrocarbons
behaviour says:
hahaha
behaviour says:
how
behaviour says:
ooh
behaviour says:
is that that fuck off machine
- Ahimsan; says:
long chain hydrocarbons split up with fraction distillation
behaviour says:
YEH
- Ahimsan; says:
TOO SICK
behaviour says:
LOVE THAT SHIT
- Ahimsan; says:
innnnnit
Thursday 14 May 2009
ive never actually found myself in may before?!
I'm screaming through this smile
Wednesday 13 May 2009
noooo
Tuesday 21 April 2009
wish i could shut my playboy mouth
smiliezzz
i am a butch man who drowns french milipeeds in water.
im not even gonna put this in small font.
so i knew last night was going to go wierdly, but i had no idea itd be that odd, awkward, crushing, exiting, what kind of psycho says those things? the wierd thing is that im definately not even mad. like at all. like fair enough if she wants to say those things, its only made people dislike her temporarily. yeahh where is my phone manz gotta text back. its so cringey now. cant believe awkwardness existed. it was aw$ome. hi maya. msn me bb.
Thursday 16 April 2009
dappy explain doe
30th- reading line up announced, gym with elliza
31st- make monopoly at amys house when brike didnt turn up, big argument
2cd- amy come to mine to continue monopoly and babysitting
3rd- holidays begin
4th- alex mayers party and afterskool club. the best night ever, slept at ellies
5th- shopping in london with chloe
6th- parks, trocadero, subway, anchor with jamie. worst day. watch brike swim
7th- about your bear gig. too much alcahol. slept at frankies
8th- driving theory in the morning. gym with elliza. charity shops with nadia and gloria. bluewater with frankie
9th- pubbing with daytown number swapping gang. head injury half a glass of wine
11th- road trip in amys car to the end of the world and the creation of alcaholic sweets. haunting in connecticut movie
12th- frankies 18th birthday, drinking at her house and passing out in the bath
13th- the end of an era, buying alcahol legally in pyjamas. chandos pub and zoo bar
14th- filming as amy reterns to us, slept over
15th- give frankie her monopoly, food shopping mature bargains and slept over
16th- bromley. tiger tiger club.
i know this is wierd, but i genuinely feel most attractive when im looking like a state, see picture three. no effort is actually sooo the best way to live. that was the outfit i was in when an era ended.
Friday 10 April 2009
Sunday 29 March 2009
pass me brekfast through the window
the night bus was too silly,
no one on the corner have swagger like us ~~
Thursday 26 March 2009
my best friend
i'll go to school later, i could have gone this hour but i missed my chance and will go next hour. Im sitting in my giant bed, slightly cold when i move my hands out of the duvet to type. article 20: everyone has the right to freedom of assembly and association. i wrote my yearbook yesterday, its all year 11 stuff im not even allowed to put in. hmm, we are going to book a holiday, im going to ask for it to be my present. the trouble is there not exactly going to give me spending money too, how will i eat/live? one day i want to wear tops better.
Wednesday 25 March 2009
beggit
Nancy’s wound wouldn’t have killed her if it had been attended to promptly, but Sid had gobbled fistfuls of the barbiturate mix Tuinal. “In my opinion, he was a little on the henpecked side,” says Colicchio, in and out of the room that night. “I don’t think he would’ve killed her unless she told him to. "
Saturday 21 March 2009
trang pak made out with a hot dog
exept ana
Wednesday 18 March 2009
and has been since ever ever ever!x
dont come back dont come back dont come back i dont want to be like how i was, im happier when you are far away, leave me leave me alone xxxx
Tuesday 17 March 2009
this is the price you pay for a loss of control
photocredit to lookbook, i liked the top
Saturday 14 March 2009
milk bottle drink
day two out of three of this rediculasly detrimental vodka binge.
as displayed on the right; lovely combination of amys biology homework and some cheap cheap vodka. we got so drunk that frankie and i started playing twister with the floor "LEFTT HANDD CARPET! RIGHT LEG KEYS!" and half way through skins decided to have a drunk shower in our underwear. we flooded the room, and the water dripped two floors down; we were terrified to leave the room so stayed in there until eventually drunkenly stumbling out and wishing to leave leave leave leave leave. so we did, started walking from the middle of no where which is briggstown, freeeezing cold.
thus i love getting drunk on a school night. the next day, disorientated and dehydrated we went back into school. i had no phone, oyster, money, food, coat, pencilcase, SOCKS. the socks was the worst thing, i couldnt deal with life?!
Tuesday 10 March 2009
party thee on
the innocent smoothie diet,
vodka has 55 calories per 25ml shot.
my parents are going to be pleased;
they hate the price of innocent
but what can you do when its so good?
today i slept through my psychology mock and my business lecture, then i had a craving to go into town and purchase shitloads of fashion magazines. i will i think, its stopped raining. article 18: everyone has the right to freedom of thought, conscience and religion. when i walked into anas bedroom i said, omg yaay you have the freedom rights poster, i have that! and she replied, err alright loser. i was like, HELLO YOU HAVE THE POSTER TOO. i love her xxxxxx thought i would forget, but i remember! i remember!
Monday 9 March 2009
sometimes I miss you so bad I can hardly stand it
i have nothing to write, i have tasted my own blog forcing medicine and it is bitter!
so at the weekend i passed up the opportunity for a party to hang out with my briggstowners, thus is how much they are my life. we slept at amys instead. but on saterday, i braved the real world and went to afterschool for nadias birthday. getting ready with mom(ana) was fun, with her complaints about being a beached whale, outfit dilemmas, lipstick dilemmas, necklace dilemmas, and then the fact we both ended up wearing nighties as dresses. nadia broke up with chalky in the rain, while i stood with houston taking a step back every time he stepped forward.
on the bus we ate the birthday cookie cake, until we felt so sick we gave it to a random. i got off at my last stop and realised i was completely on my own, it was 5 in the morning, no one was around, exept a man behind me. i realised how silly that was as it put me in a really vunerable position, and it shocked me :s
still alive, miraculasly, the briggstowners re joined on sunday and we ventured back to amys where we watched pulse and had the usual lolz. amy bakes good cupcakes, today ive had too much saturated fat and i feel ill and sick. i want to fit into my bodycon dress next saterday, this isnt the best way to go about it.
xo
Thursday 5 March 2009
word vomit from facebook
2. i keep my underwear in a box due to lack of storage space, exept up until last week it was kept in a paper bag hung on my door handle.
3. i dont really use capital letters ever. sorry.
4. i know all the ph's to most waters and i cant stand ph's which arnt about 7.2-7.4. the worst waters ive ever drank was ph6 in the spoons cafe and ph8 in bluewater last month.
5. i have two types of socks: fun socks and bed socks. i have to sleep with socks on
6. my bedroom is an ice cavernnnn and i freak out if someone turns the radiator on.
7. i love documenting life soo much because im terrified il forget something fun that happened, but i love discovering old things ive temporarily forgotten
8. alexisonfire are my favourite band and i cant choose between the albums. once i told someone this and they asked me "so then do you like dallas green?" and i said "i havnt heard of them." gaaah
9. i have a tacky taste in clothes which i have to control and stop myself wearing hideous things which i secretely want to
10. heroes is life, im in love with sylar i want him to murder me i think when he killed elle it was the sexiest thing everrr
11. bromley highs moral mountains scare me because i know my mind works a bit wrongly and bromley high is hypocritical anyway
12. i cant listen to brand new anymore
13. i get my internet disconnected mostt nights by crazy parents and it anoys the hell out of me and i dont understand why they do it
14. i have space issues when i sleep unless im very very drunk
15. i havnt eaten potatoes since i can remember as they are my no1 hated food, but i like chips
16. i have a human rights poster by my bed listing 30 human rights and my favourites are articles number 24, 25, 27 and 1
17. monopoly is soooo fun and i often win even though its a game of chance.
18. i like summer and shortshorts and boxers and i cant tell the time non dignitally
19. i saw equus (naked harry potter) with lainzz
20. i was a vegetarian for a year and a half in year seven, but it was more because i just hated food, and my mum used to force feed me it anyway.
21. i hate hate hate jeans; they are so uncomfortable that i cant deal with it and they are unflattering anyway. but recently i have started wearing them more (like once every 2 months) due to fear of bromley high.
22. ive never had a proper proper boyfriend
23. in year 9 i lost 'snowy and banky' which id had since i was born, so my mum bought me a shitty bear factory bear which i codnt even think of a name for, exept years on its name eventually became 'unloved replacement teddy' and now i love it
24. my name means cow in hebrew, which nadia used to tease me about when we were in year 4
25. theres a fat man who lives opposite me and sometimes i stalk his movements and document his life in my notepad, because he doesnt shut his curtains. i found out his name is paul. i tried to contact him once by flashing my lights but he never notices my existance because he is too fat
is that what you call a getaway.. tell me what you got away with?
Tuesday 3 March 2009
ADRENALINE HURTS
i love that album cover
Monday 2 March 2009
l-l-l-l-l-lick me like a lollipop
i wana go out this weekend, but i have a lack of outfits and the fear of being trapped in random londonland so late. i might perhaps ask my parents to collect me, if im drunk it tooootally wont be my fault :) i want to wear this dress, but i want to wear it to a different party instead, oh the dilemz. it would also mean id have to take it up by friday, look its too long! love the belt though, a great vintage find. me and amy are going to make a briggstown monopoly, with our varius houses and places weve visited like cudham and lullingstone castle. i suppose if we run out of places to add, we will just have to adventure more! i over indulged in carbs today, i feel a bit bad about it. article 24: everyone has the right to rest and leisure
xo
Sunday 1 March 2009
medicate yourself
this is my £8 oversized cricket jumper which i have just become addicted to and worn a shameful three times since i bought it a week ago. oh dear, i must invest in more interesting and unusual forms of warmth. so my black bag came today, its really pretty a good life asset. anyway, wrapped up in the previous jumper i journeyed to london to visit little maya to enforce autotimed capture upon her.
hello purchases. maya bought the big bowling bag as you see thus: and we met up with her friend and wandered round having run out of money. parks with packed lunches and jammy dodgers :)
Thursday 26 February 2009
the tokyo look book
evelyn got her tattoo today, and i want mine loadsloadsloads. the second i find an ID im gonna get it! im unsure about this weekend, i hate things getting mustered up and i hate trekking to london for parties without free bar. i also feel bad about not turning up to things i said id attend on facebook. talking of facebook, i have two friend requests from people i dont want to accept from, i prefer not having them added. cant click decline, dont want to click accept. goodtimes.
Wednesday 25 February 2009
i may say it was your fault, cause i know you could have done more
Monday 23 February 2009
we dont look a day over 8!
new diet plan:
my life needs protein and zinc and healthy stuff. ive worked out i could eat like this:
brekfast: egg and fruitjuice. break: apple. lunch: vegepot and cereal bar. dinner: pot of tuna
almost makes me wish i was tamil, and makes me realise i need cool trainers before i drown in a sea of bad shoes. talking of shoes, i need a really really bright pair to wear with black tights. xo
Sunday 22 February 2009
well, it's been too long and I will burn no more
i need new bags and i need new tattoos, although people are telling me to save my money. my plan:
1 small black back (ordered off asos :)
1 small colour bag (i want the amazing £120 one from camden, clearly isnt going to happen)
1 medium bag (what exactly is a medium sized bag? i actually think this size is stupid, but i feel having a variety of bags is a necessity.)
1 large pauls boutique bag (sorry but there HAWT)
1 large possibly topshop bag (they seem handy and nice)
1 large interesting awesome bag (i love the designer labels but hello credit crunch and all)
and that is my bag plan!
i also need the urban outfitters pull on jean, no matter how unflattering, i swear i will quit carbs and look good in them. also could do with another american apparal skirt, simple easy outfits are the best. and lets not forget my shoe collection has to grow; you never realise how good long legs are until you change into a pair of massive heels. i love these ones:but i think their from america, and i have similar black heels anyway. when i was younger i used to dislike being slightly tall because it made me too tall in heels, but now i love it and appreciate the height and sometimes wish i was taller.
im so addicted to little girls pointing and laughing by alexisonfire (this is nothing new); listening to it on repeat
I want you to ruin me, ruin me
(Please, just give me back my heart
Well, it's been too long and I will burn no more)
I want you to ruin me
(Tired of all these lies and elsewhere eyes of yours)
I want you to ruin me, ruin me
(So I will scream and dream of what's to come)
I want you to ruin me.
peace out, pancakes tomorrow xox
i get tongue tied
To be lost in the forestTo be cut adriftYou've been trying to reach meYou bought me a bookTo be lost in the forestTo be cut adriftI've been paidI've been paidDon't get offendedIf I seem absent mindedJust keep telling me factsAnd keep making me smileDon't get offendedIf I seem absent mindedI get tongue-tiedBaby, you've got to be more discerningI've never known what's good for meBaby, you've got to be more demandingI will be yoursI'll pay for you anytimeYou told me you wanted to eat up my sadnessWell jump on, enjoy, you can gorge awayYou told me you wanted to eat up my sadnessJump rightBaby, you've got to be more discerningI've never known what's good for meBaby, you've got to be more demandingJump leftWhat are you holding out for?What's always in the way?Why so damn absent-minded?Why so scared of romance?This modern love breaks meThis modern love wastes meDo you wanna come over and kill some time?Tell me facts, tell me facts, tell me factsTell me factsThrow your arms around me...
Saturday 21 February 2009
sesame seeds all over my carpet
I went to some charity event and then 7 of us went off to get "voddy for the boddy" *cringe*
Friday 20 February 2009
blog number one
I like this top though because of the lack of back in it, which will be good when i get my next tattoo. heres a picture: oh also, im not a midget, im just kneeling.