the tokyo look book

this blog is in omege to simon pegg, for no reason.
evelyn got her tattoo today, and i want mine loadsloadsloads. the second i find an ID im gonna get it! im unsure about this weekend, i hate things getting mustered up and i hate trekking to london for parties without free bar. i also feel bad about not turning up to things i said id attend on facebook. talking of facebook, i have two friend requests from people i dont want to accept from, i prefer not having them added. cant click decline, dont want to click accept. goodtimes.

i may say it was your fault, cause i know you could have done more

this is my name in chinese. well its not my full name, because 'r's dont exist in china, but its becki and its funn :) i look at my profile and i think its too colourful, and i want to change it but then i realise i cant because ive always been too attracted to bright colours, shapes, im just like a toddler.

today i visited portsmouth uni, it was depressing and made me think BRIGHTONBRIGHTONBRIGHTON. the only shops there are fatface, ripcurl, oniell, etc outlets. exept i did get an oversized cricket jumper to wear as a dress. it just wasnt my scene. it was dull, it was old, it was boring. but how on earth am i going to get BBC? its impossible, im flunking art so much right now.

this was going to be my school outfit yesterday,,, ,...until i noticed i was bulging out of it. so i changed into a large safe hoody instead, and have gone on a lent health organza, i am going to treat my body as a temple and fill it with only the good nutrients it diserves.

xo

we dont look a day over 8!

hii school uniform; it sort of ruins the outfit when i pair it with my chocolate uggs, but there so irrestistably comfortable when its so cold in the mornings that i cant help it. i like the double bow idea, these pictures are very bad quality but ive never been much of a photographer. Its four in the morning, i went to bed when i got home after being a zombie bride all day and falling asleep under a table.

im reading twilight4, so far its been rather terrible im only continueing to find out what happens rather than enjoying being dragged through plot lines i dislike and am disappointed with. I ate my last vegepot today and tomorrow will therefore suffer from a vegetable deficiency, its just not as fun eating mountains of peas anymore.

new diet plan:
my life needs protein and zinc and healthy stuff. ive worked out i could eat like this:
brekfast: egg and fruitjuice. break: apple. lunch: vegepot and cereal bar. dinner: pot of tuna

of course this will never happen :)

im creating a little music playlist for my page as i do this, hi blog obcession. evelyn better not tell anyone that we have blogspot and link them to it, i like the privacy of this i like that only maya and evey can read it. so today i dragged myself through the hours and it was the most painful thing.

M I A is amazing, theres something so ugly but so attractive about her, exibit A:effortlessly cool is what it is, and the bright nineties colours, and the fact that shes about a billion years old but still hot as fuck, exibit B:
almost makes me wish i was tamil, and makes me realise i need cool trainers before i drown in a sea of bad shoes. talking of shoes, i need a really really bright pair to wear with black tights. xo

well, it's been too long and I will burn no more

im thinking about the summer, i really really enjoy walking, its literally one of my favourite hobbies. in summer im going to sleep all day and walk all night, im going to form a gang of fellow nocturnals and wake them up and make them come walking with me, harbans says he will.

i need new bags and i need new tattoos, although people are telling me to save my money. my plan:
1 small black back (ordered off asos :)
1 small colour bag (i want the amazing £120 one from camden, clearly isnt going to happen)
1 medium bag (what exactly is a medium sized bag? i actually think this size is stupid, but i feel having a variety of bags is a necessity.)
1 large pauls boutique bag (sorry but there HAWT)
1 large possibly topshop bag (they seem handy and nice)
1 large interesting awesome bag (i love the designer labels but hello credit crunch and all)
and that is my bag plan!

i also need the urban outfitters pull on jean, no matter how unflattering, i swear i will quit carbs and look good in them. also could do with another american apparal skirt, simple easy outfits are the best. and lets not forget my shoe collection has to grow; you never realise how good long legs are until you change into a pair of massive heels. i love these ones:but i think their from america, and i have similar black heels anyway. when i was younger i used to dislike being slightly tall because it made me too tall in heels, but now i love it and appreciate the height and sometimes wish i was taller.

im so addicted to little girls pointing and laughing by alexisonfire (this is nothing new); listening to it on repeat

I want you to ruin me, ruin me
(Please, just give me back my heart
Well, it's been too long and I will burn no more)
I want you to ruin me
(Tired of all these lies and elsewhere eyes of yours)
I want you to ruin me, ruin me
(So I will scream and dream of what's to come)
I want you to ruin me.

peace out, pancakes tomorrow xox

i get tongue tied

those lyrics make me cry, today isnt fun, id like to blame alcahol/ tiredness/ etc i hate feeling lost its something i feel all the time now
To be lost in the forestTo be cut adriftYou've been trying to reach meYou bought me a bookTo be lost in the forestTo be cut adriftI've been paidI've been paidDon't get offendedIf I seem absent mindedJust keep telling me factsAnd keep making me smileDon't get offendedIf I seem absent mindedI get tongue-tiedBaby, you've got to be more discerningI've never known what's good for meBaby, you've got to be more demandingI will be yoursI'll pay for you anytimeYou told me you wanted to eat up my sadnessWell jump on, enjoy, you can gorge awayYou told me you wanted to eat up my sadnessJump rightBaby, you've got to be more discerningI've never known what's good for meBaby, you've got to be more demandingJump leftWhat are you holding out for?What's always in the way?Why so damn absent-minded?Why so scared of romance?This modern love breaks meThis modern love wastes meDo you wanna come over and kill some time?Tell me facts, tell me facts, tell me factsTell me factsThrow your arms around me...

sesame seeds all over my carpet

I went to some charity event and then 7 of us went off to get "voddy for the boddy" *cringe*

Needless to say, after some binge drinking and kissing, didnt come back.

blog number one

Today i bought a top from topshop, which was actually a dress, and i dont normally like topshop AT ALL.
I like this top though because of the lack of back in it, which will be good when i get my next tattoo. heres a picture: oh also, im not a midget, im just kneeling.

Peaceeeee xo

ps. saw a disgusting corset and made up two songs about it with elaina