noooo

cba for literacy. EVER. AGAIN. cba to actually sound cool or normal or vaguely non psychopathic on this blog either. so fuck it. okay I have bare good instinct it seems. so does everyone. why dont i just listen to it? mmmmi feel so sorry for my immune system with all the poisonous stress im inflicting onto it. hhhhhsbvhow does one destress?ahgoing to sprint down the roadgoing to knife self in the face etc etc.

i remember lying in the front garden in the gravel in the rain for literally 40 minutes once.