i may say it was your fault, cause i know you could have done more

this is my name in chinese. well its not my full name, because 'r's dont exist in china, but its becki and its funn :) i look at my profile and i think its too colourful, and i want to change it but then i realise i cant because ive always been too attracted to bright colours, shapes, im just like a toddler.

today i visited portsmouth uni, it was depressing and made me think BRIGHTONBRIGHTONBRIGHTON. the only shops there are fatface, ripcurl, oniell, etc outlets. exept i did get an oversized cricket jumper to wear as a dress. it just wasnt my scene. it was dull, it was old, it was boring. but how on earth am i going to get BBC? its impossible, im flunking art so much right now.

this was going to be my school outfit yesterday,,, ,...until i noticed i was bulging out of it. so i changed into a large safe hoody instead, and have gone on a lent health organza, i am going to treat my body as a temple and fill it with only the good nutrients it diserves.

xo